Aku Lelenggau Ke Iya

Udah lamak enda ngasai ai mata nerutu ba kuyu,

Maia ati tusah ai mata sigek ka labuh keberai,

Lebih gik enti maia bisi utai ngasuh ati tusah,

Tambah ke ninga lagu ti ngasuh ati sinu.

Lagu ti ngasuh ku lelenggau mat ke iya:

Celap puput ribut malam

Bakanya meh ati ku

Ngenang nuan ti jauh di mata

Kebelik bintang di langit

Dipeda beli Kediri

Asai ke ayas nuan mansa belama

Terang pancar mata panas

Asainya meh ati ku

Lelengau ke nuan selalu

Terang pancar mata panas

Asainya meh ati ku

Lelengau ke nuan selalu

c/o

Genggam jariku anang ngelengka maya ati tussah

Tua besemaya siti pengerindu ti udah bepadu

Genggam jariku nitih ke ati enda kala lebu

Tua besumpah tetap teguh datai ke belama lama ia

Oohhhhh….

Naka penyinu dalam ati aku

Ti nyema tua ila nyau beserara

Genggam jariku anang ngelengka maya ati tussah

Tua besemaya siti pengerindu ti udah bepadu

Genggam jariku nitih ke ati enda kala lebu

Tua besumpah tetap teguh datai ke belama lama ia

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Lagu nyak meh ngasuh ku lelenggau mat ke iya,

Lagu ti diberi madik ku Angie,

Lirik dianjung ngena emel ulih madik ku Mark,

Terima kasih mat ngagai seduai iya,

Manah amat suara penyanyi nyak,

Lagu tok dituju ku ngagai iya,

Arap ke iya mereti nama ti diasai ku maia jauh ari iya,

Ku enggai bula ke iya madah dirik enda lelenggau,

Arap ke iya pun baka aku ngasai nama ti diasai aku.

Random thought

Updating because of boredom.

Boredom is killing when alone.

Alone is when you're missing everyone.

Everyone that far apart because of distance.

Distance that becomes a problem.

Problem makes us stronger.

Stronger in facing any decision making.

Decision making in love and life.

Love and life that crucial in human life.

Life surely different from each others.

Others can be a good or bad example.

Example makes us life better.

Better than before even can't make it perfect.

Perfect is just for God.

God always be with us in all circumstances.

Circumstances sometimes easy and sometimes hard.

Hard to express feelings.

Feelings that never leave us.

Us that makes this life perfect.

Life perfect is just a word.

A word starts everything.

Everything that can stop me typing this.

This is ENOUGH!

p/s: Nothing to say so I'm writing crappy things. Sorry to followers. This is why I'm not into blog. I am a person that always run out of words. I'm not talkative enough to talk non stop. I prefer to act than talking. Hence, I love be with people that love to talk cause from there I know what to talk about. 

Alright, now it's 1.43 am and I end it here. :D

Double Two

Thanks to God as I'm still breathing on this earth for twenty-two years.

I'm so grateful for all that had given to me. All the bad and good things are equal.

There is no such thing all the good things will happen in your life.

There will be some bad things in your life to make it perfect and to make

you experience both feelings, sad and happy. 

Yet human still not satisfied with their life. God makes all equal.

So do I, sometimes I feel that's not fair when I see someone is better than me.

But without you realized it, you have your own specialties that that someone doesn't have.

So be grateful people. 

Cool, now I've realized a lot about life. Yet still sometimes because

I'm a weak person always demanding and not satisfied with what I have right now.

From now on I will appreciate everything. Don't look down on others and think

about theirs that I don't have.

For example, (macam buat exam pula perlu explanation :D) she/he goods in sports

and excel in examination but lack in other talents like in arts (singing, drawing, dancing, etc).

While other person has what you are lack in, she/he goods in arts but lack in sports

and not attend a good grade in examination.

That's how I make an analysis for human life. All are equals but having a different talents.

No one is perfect unless that person is special and what we as human call as a Gift from God.

Experiences and meeting a lot of people had taught me all these as well as open my eyes

about others. That's what I've thinking for a long time.

About my top wishes on my birthday (if you follow my blog *lazy to attach link :D),

only a few fulfilled like I can have cheese cake, it's chocolate cheese. Ouh, I'm loving it. 

My birthday cake with Jenny (23th) and me (22nd)

Others not really successfully as well as my top wish. I know we are far apart that's why

we are hardly to meet. It's okay as what he said if not this year we still have other years to 

take a chance to celebrate it together. Okay, I take it positively even though I am badly

want to celebrate it with him. Miss him though. :(

Yes, I celebrate it with family and friends here. I really had fun on my birthday. Really thankful to them 

who with me on that day. My beloved family, cousins, and friends you are the best. 

November, 29 2011

Nothing much happened on this date.
Just that suddenly I want to write something in here.

Well, today my driving license is expired and I have not renew it.
No futsal today. Usually every Tuesday and Thursday we have
futsal training but due to heavy raining, so it canceled. And it makes me
bored to the max.

Today, I play carom a lot with siblings and nephew.
Kinda like this game. Perhaps this will fill my day during my boredom.

Yes, there is one thing make me frustrated today.
It's not like I'm demanding but I just asked for a permission
and for the answer I never get 'Yes' at the first place.
Well as I'm not that kind who argue much, so I am sulked
and refuse to talk and face him. Whatsoever.
I very rarely ask for something and
I'm the one who worked hard all this time,
But just for a simple request I get rejected.
So frustrated!I'm sorry God for being like this.
Forgive my sins as I am a weak person in this matters.

I Know

I know it's hurt,

I know it kinda sound childish,

I know you are right,

I know I'm not okay with it,

I know I've been so patiently,

I know it reaches its limit already,

I know I keep cool down myself,

I know I'm afraid to talk about it,

I know I must not act like this and thinking too much,

I know it is because I need someone,

I know it's hard for me,

I know I cannot lose you,

I know I don't know what is in your mind,

I know I'm crying while typing all these,

I know I should stop here.

-to be continued-

Foundation till Undergraduates

July 2007

Hari yang takkan pernah saya lupakan sampai hari ini dan selama-lamanya.

Hari mendaftar sebagai pelajar Universiti Teknologi PETRONAS.

Hari saya memakai baju kurung dan kasut hitam bertutup.

Hari bersama keluarga dan saudara-mara yang bersusah-payah hantar pergi UTP.

Hari yang saya pertama kali berpisah jauh dari family untuk berbulan-bulan lamanya.

Hari bertemu rakan-rakan baru dari negeri dan negara lain.

Hari yang mengajar berdikari bermula.

July 2008

Tahun pertama di UTP

July 2009

Tahun kedua di UTP

June 2010

Praktikal di ABF selama 8 bulan.

January 2011

Tahun terakhir di UTP

September 2011

Habis pengajian di UTP

Bermula la hidup dengan segulung Ijazah Sarjana Muda dalam Sistem Maklumat Perniagaan.

17 months *love

Flironny + Stacey Mia = 17 months together as a couple.

Love never fades. 

Long distance relationship is not a problem to us.

Even though we are far apart but our heart close to each other.

Being his other half is one of my precious gifts in this world.

Always support each other whenever we are in problems.

Moral support is enough for now as we are not there for each other.

May God bless our relationship always and forever.

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